I’m so tired of people telling me how I should live my life. Just because I’m 20 years old and have a temper when I get tired of the same people doing the same shit me bc I brushed it off the first time DOES NOT give anyone the right to tell me to “grow up”! Last time I checked I was grown I pay my own bills I have 2 jobs and I’m financially stable to be a 20 year old! So just because I’m finally fed up and done with someone’s bullshit and ready to tell them how I feel about it, that still does not give you the right to tell me “grow up”! It just goes to show that obviously you don’t care about me nor my feelings and you just think I need to grow up. Which is why from this day on I’ll be doing shit on my own, being nonchalant, and antisocial. If you aren’t my mom, my grandma, little sister, line sister, or boyfriend DO NOT call me or text me bc I won’t answer. Since I have to “grow up” I’ll show y'all me growing me 😌
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality.
FEBRUARY BABY
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.
MARCH BABY
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.
APRIL BABY
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.
MAY BABY
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak too much in the next 4 days.
JUNE BABY
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.
JULY BABY
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days
AUGUST BABY
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of “that someone”. Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by “no pain no gain” caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter. Repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.
SEPTEMBER BABY
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. If you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.
OCTOBER BABY
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.
NOVEMBER BABY
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.
DECEMBER BABY
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible… Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.
When you thought someone was different but they end up showing the same exact traits as everyone else in your past. So it has you thinking like it’s your fault because you knew you didn’t want a relationship but it happened anyway. Then you fell for guy and shit just drastically changed for the worst. So now you just like what is there to do because you can’t just throw your emotions away.
Over the past 5 months I’ve learned sooooo much about him and being able to have him open to you and so forth. I fell for him in the worst way ever… I fell for his mind, not his looks, or his stroke game, his letters, but the way he thought, spoke, and made me think about things that I have never thought about before. Even if I did cut him off it would still be hard because of everything we have been through within the past 5 months. I’ve put up with more bullshit with him than I did my last relationship and we was together for damn near two years! Someone told me, “All niggas ain’t shit BUT you have to find that one ain’t shit nigga that you’ll willing to put up with” and I feel like his that ain’t shit nigga that I’m willing to put with but then again I honestly can’t take another heartbreak or another slap in the face. But it’s just so hard because if I speak about something he doesn’t want to hear or talk about he’s not going to listen and that’s aggravating bc he’s 25 like stop acting like you’re 18 and grow up and listen! We were friends at first we didn’t jump straight into a relationship we helped one another out when times got tough ya know? Not oh yeah we going to date right now and be married soon too. NO! We didn’t do that we did to much for each other and now it’s like since you got me you don’t wanna do anything for me anymore ……
This is exactly the mindset of many, many Brazilians. When I was born, it was like a celebration and everyone was telling my mom how lucky she was to have such a white daughter. It’s fucked up. Really fucked up. I knew at a young age that Brazilians were essentially trying to “cure” blackness in a way. They get so mad when I embrace my blackness because they had the expectations of me assimilating to whiteness. They want to remove any relationship I may have with blackness.
Brazil is one of the most anti black countries in the fucking world and dont let anyone tell you otherwise
Lately I’ve been wanting just to be laid up with someone, and I have no clue why. All I’ve been wanting to do is just feel somebody next to me but I actually won’t give anyone the time of day to get close to me. Don’t get me wrong yeah there’s dudes who just wanna fuck or who just wanna talk and whatnot. But I’m not trying to just have sex or just be on the phone 24/7. I actually hate talking on the phone and I don’t care for sex.
All I really want is for someone to challenge my mind and be able to just actually hold a conversation and be my support system. Even though that sounds like being in a relationship I don’t want a relationship. I think I would rather a friend with benefits type of relationship but without feelings getting involved. Like if I decide that I wanted to have sex I’ll be able to call him or if I just needed someone to talk to I’ll to call him or if I just wanted to go hang out I’ll be able to call him.
I lowkey don’t like being alone or lonely, but I need to be able to find myself and be able to find peace in everything that I do.
